Sunday, November 28, 2004
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intransigent.9:04 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
new discovery.
cuteness runs within the blood.
my ah gong was cute.
so is my ah ma.
my parents are cute too.
so m i:D
conclusion. i m cute:))
intransigent.9:32 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
did i mention sumthing?
kemin, u r lame.
intransigent.5:25 AM
Monday, November 22, 2004
conclusion. i hate sylvester.
shall not tok abt sucky ppl animore.
intransigent.12:50 AM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
dreamt o u last nite:)
it's singapore idol again! olinda, u r mi idol!!!
shoo sylvester shoo. isn't singapore idol abt talent? shakes head.
get lost.
imagine sylvester in world idol? pls.
intransigent.3:47 AM
Monday, November 15, 2004
spent mi dae wif jiam, colina, huangfang n lien:D k-ed at hougang plaza. hehe~ wat an ulu place. shakes head. had a great time there! hehe~ sang the same kind of songs BUT the feel was totally different! alison, u shld join mi n mi st nicks peeps sum dae at k-box. u will see the difference de.
sum song-guessing game took place at k-box n our rm took part. hehe~ we nearly won lors! aiyo. we too gentleman le. bo pian. oh wells. results aren't tt impt, it is the process:D we realli enjoyed ourselves. hehe~ think we realli took lots o nuts? the waiters n waitresses keep going in n out o our room. hehe~ wat a bunch o pigs sia. as in us lars.
ok. i luv u guys. *muacks*
intransigent.6:12 AM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.
What season are you? (pics)
brought to you by
intransigent.9:20 PM
thanks babes. jiam, colina and huangfang. had a great time wif u guys yesterdae:)
oh yea! i love jiam's room! :D
intransigent.7:40 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
This Love.
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her cumming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...
intransigent.10:44 AM
She Will Be Loved.
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
intransigent.10:40 AM
Nothing's Gonna Change my Love for You.
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Chorus:
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much i love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by know how much i love you
The world may change my whole life thru but
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding starI'll be there for you
If you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
(Chorus)
intransigent.10:33 AM
All Out of Love.
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus: I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Chorus
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
intransigent.10:27 AM
thanks:D
intransigent.9:32 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
it is 3am n i m still online wif huangfang, hu is super hyper. oh wells. realli miss tt gal. or rather i miss all the st nicks ppl! so u aren't tt special afterall. hehe~ i noe u will box mi but wells. u cun reach mi:)
-screams- i m realli bored.
i wanna see shooting stars :
i m feeling weird again. dis is bad. -sigh-
intransigent.11:03 AM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
gee. klass outing todae. hwee chim, alison, val, wendy, karen, peifen, sing hua, yao wei, rivand, wilson, yixiang n dezhang. erms. not the whole klass though. niwae movie at cine. shark tales. great story. it's realli funnie;D wendy got her frens to get free food for us. hehe~ they delivered it to our seats sumore lors. hehe~ tts the good thing o hafing frens working at theatres;)
it was raining by the time we came out. hmm. kana stuck in cine. worse location sia. no shelter at all. wells. the rest happily decided tt we shld take sum photos. poor me ks. i was drag into the place. i swear. imagine 4 ppl, blocking the entrances o the machine, 2 other interlocking ur hands. shakes head.
kbox followed. the guys went off to eat. mans. eat again. think they din lyk the idea o singing lars. hwee chim n val went off too:( oh wells. i realli regret not going off:( stupid huang fang! all ur fault lars! by the way, it's not tt the session was boring or wat lars. jus tt SUMONE, hu never enter a ktv b4, decided to make her money realli worthed. damn it. she was realli SCREAMING lors! all keys were off lors! the rest o us were rolling our eyes till they nearly drop lors. mans. wendy's guy fren came over but she was still screaming lors. gosh. i think he was damn shocked lors. if her voice is nice i got nothing to sae lars but.. shakes head. i nearly fainted seriously. she was standing on the sofa, as if it was her concert, n sang in such an agitated manner. pengs. i was so scared she wld fall on mi lors. i wld b crushed. mean mi rites. but u think i care? peifen, karen n i were laughing hard while wendy was covering her face. so throw face rites. oh wells. the mike was hardly passed around. it was often in her hands, or rather stuffed in her mouth. though there r two mikes, once one o it is in her hands, the other person dun nid to sing le. wells. u wun be able to hear ur voice niwae. she scream not sing wats. -rolls eyes- everyone left early, leaving onli mi, alison n tt SUMONE in the rm. mans. i nearly cried. i m deaf le.
k-ed till 9 plus plus. tt SUMONE was so reluctant to leave the rm lors. "guess wat she sae? when r we cuming here again hars? i hafen finish singing lehs." siao. 4 plus hrs wif nearly 3/4 o the time wif the mike in her hands n she hafen sing enuff??? we paid for 6 ppl one lehs. she shld jus go alone lors. not as if she paid double or wat lors. -pulls hair-
i swear i wun go for ani k session as long as she goes mans.
intransigent.7:05 AM
Monday, November 08, 2004
i m bored! sigh. i wan a job.
hope the outing tmr wld b fun!
intransigent.7:53 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
i love dede! he is so cute!
intransigent.1:26 AM
Friday, November 05, 2004
formal presentation. -shivers- it realli sucks. mine was mike oh n another dunoe-wats-his-name lecturer. it was scary mans. heard tt ahmad n sing hua didn't have an easy time. oh wells. they told mi to tok abt mi assigned bird so i jus went on n on n on till they stop mi to ask abt mi drawings. wells. Q&A time.
first serious qn: did u learn art before? as in taking it as an o levels subject?
ans: no, i didn't.
second serious qn: y did u join dis course den? wat specialization u wanna get into?
ans: wells, i m interested in the film production stuff we get to learn in digital film and video. (duhs)
dunnoe-wats-his-name lecturer: y dfv? niwae i can see u put in great efforts into ur studio project. ur drawings haf improved alot. but ur sketches aren't as good. since u r planning to get into dfv, tt proved not a problem."
ans: well, basicalli i took chinese drama in secondary level.. (blah blah blah)
mike oh: is ur work realistic or graphic representation? well, ur dotting looks distorted while ur shading is very smooth, did u smudge it?
ans: mi drawings include both. the dotting is done in such a way that the bird is distorted giving the feel of the soft and feathery texture while the darker n lighter dottings r there to give the diff toning. well, basically tts for the graphic representation. as for the pencil shadings, each line is drawn patiently and steadily to give the softness, flow and smoothness. i didn't use smudging.
mike oh: the techniques u used r different from the rest, although there is dis form of pencil rendering.
ans: yup.
and this went on and on and on. oh wells. i din argue. i realli didn't, i swear. i jus keep smiling. though i tried hard to stop miself from rolling mi eyes, i did once onli. once. shakes head.
went off to orchard in formal wear after throwing mi stuff in mi dad's car. it's mi dad's bdae todae:D had to buy pressie lars. a group o noisy gals, dressed in formal wear, holding portfolios. it realli look quite intimating sia. oh wells. karen, cecila, wendy, alison n mi:) str8 to orchard. sorrie mans. i was too indecisive. went around orchard in circles trying to find a nice pressie. wallets, ties, pens, lighters, briefs, clothes, card holders blah blah. mi dad haf all tt. hmm. decided on getting a book in the end. spent hours there looking for a suitable one though.
dinner out. i m broke n mi feet hurts:(
sook's advice: never put on high heels to orchard if u r planning to shop.
intransigent.9:41 AM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
-screams- i m finalli done wif tt sickening studio project!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -jumps around- yea yea yea:D
BUT portfolio presentation is on fri... shakes head. i m freaking out for tt mans. will haf to present mi studio project works n mi term portfolio. gosh. haf to face 3 (i think) lecturers in one rm n yea, present. damn. if i can do tt properly, pigs can fly, pigs can lay eggs. hais. if i mess tt presentation up, mi studio project wld be done for nothing. dis is scary. wahhhh... i realli hope jimmy kang isn't one o mi lecturer-in-charge. swear i wld jus faint mans. -prays real hard- 11.15am on fridae in formal wear (again!). hope i dun trip on mi pants or twist mi ankle:( think i m going mad soon mans. will haf to pack mi portfolio later n sumhow write sum form o script to crap for the presentation.
hols starts nxt week:D fanastic:D wonder is mi klass serious abt watching shark tales together anots. erms. oh wells.
intransigent.2:48 AM